It must be because of the side effects of being sick, the weather, or having finally finished this korean drama. But in any case, I've started having this sinking feeling inside. It just hit me like a slap in the face, in less than a month... I'll be across the country.I know everyone says it'll be a good experience, which I completely agree with. No doubt about it. I just know that in 6/7 months-a lot of things will be different. I'll be missing graduations, weddings, birthdays. I know it'll fly, but not being there for all those celebrations makes me feel kind of sad for not being able to be there. I'll definitely miss disneyland, late night boba runs, random adventures, poker nights, silent library, basketball games, korean dramas, mama's cooking, movie nights.....
As much as it seems like I'm fine about going, I have to suck it up. Its like the rain...Everyone hates wet socks and this "terrible weather" but I secretly love it. I love rain every once in a while, it makes you appreciate the sunshine way more. I mean...without the rain, how can you miss the sun?
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